Every minute of every hour and every night and day, I cry for the loss of my lovely kind , thoughtful , hard working daughter Ingrid. Sometimes I stand in my garden and look up at the sky, I imagine that she is looking down on me, then I think of the beautiful but so sad song played at her funeral recession and I know she walks beside me which stops me crying. I would love to be able to send her a letter to say ,we love her three beautiful children and help them as much as we can. Jose there daddy is doing a good job with them taking them out places where there devoted mother took them. We will try our best to see them through ,but no matter what love we bestow on them , no one can ever give them the love of a truly devoted mother. Some days I just lie in bed crying about losing one so precious , but I will always be thankful that two days before her death she took me over to live at her house when tragedy happened. I was by her side four minutes after it happened I spoke to her and called her name, held her hand and kissed her, I felt for a pulse twice then I knew she was gone. REST IN PEACE my dear loved one until we meet again in heaven from your heartbroken mother Maisie xx